Has anybody here struggled with anhedonia?

[Cyan]

Wrote a reply but lost it.

The abuse history is good for two reasons, one is shutting up people who take up the moral high ground for being abuse victims in irrelevant topics like humour, just a few days ago I was reading a comic and it had a dirty joke and people were saying that if you were abused as a child you wouldn't laugh at it, I laughed at it most heartily, its a joke about a stint that cant be translated, i think I tried for a few people here.

And its also great for suddenly ending conversations, tis hard though since I like talking and its a hard topic but I understand people going quiet you know.