The Universe and Who Do I Pray To?

[Moonfox]

Is there a God that is "below" the One Infinite Creator who created the Universe?

Or did the One Infinite Creator create the Universe?

Is the Universe the same as the Octave?

Someone before said that the Octave contains many Universes.

But I am not sure how this all works.

When I had my schizophrenic experience, I heard Big Bangs being created all the time. One every few seconds, or every second.

Who do I pray to? Who created me directly? Who can I give thanks to?

I don't think it's the Christian God. He is too angry.

Christianity, nor any other "organized" religion has spoken to me. Some people find comfort in the old religions and paganism but I haven't found anything there, either.

I think and I am probably way over my head that the veils which create separation prevent the creator from directly creating you in this density. From what Ra said, in order for a higher being to directly manifest into third density it has to be born, and has to be a baby and then attain understanding through success as an adult organism, and I don't mean "success" as in get a job, I just mean "success" as in living to be an adult, which not all third density beings get to do. However, it could be that is all they needed to complete their learning in third density.

In a way, I think humans move through all the densities as organisms in one life at least in this time period in a physical sense and also because of that our awareness increases as we age through our life events. Sorry I ramble.

Anyway, I think you have to be born in third density to a successful third density organism for a true separation of the veil to occur, and the veil of separation is tied directly to the Law of Confusion, which occurs because we are separated so that the creator can enjoy us as facets of itself. By confusion, the creator is able to better learn itself.