To fight or not to fight (in 3d and 4d)?

[RitaJC]

Its hard to be a pacifist in family /.../ So it comes to an inner conflict.

I hear you loud and clear, darling. (At one point I had 6 kids in my care)

And that's why I say wholeheartedly that everything worth learning I have learned from my children or because of them.

This inner conflict was the most potent catalyst for me on the quest for Truth about who I am and why I am here.

My first decision that really started changing my whole experience was my willingness to see myself and the situation I am in with the eyes of the Creator, no matter what I would see, how that would feel etc. That really was the key.

It's impossible to write my whole journey out here (it has been consciously going on for more than 40 years here and I believe - for many lifetimes before that). But I'd happily continue this conversation with you via PM or a live call which I would prefer (English is not my native language and this person is more of a speaker than a writer)

RitaJC, thank you for your kind words and offer. I should be grateful for this catalyst constantly locking me out of my comfort zone and ego. It seems I'm really here to "fight".

Maybe this simple method can help you