12-28-2018, 02:45 PM
(12-27-2018, 04:41 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote:(12-27-2018, 04:29 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: Masturbation produces dopamine.
I do that maybe twice a week.
I don't know if it's the dopamine I'm feeling or what.
It's not always euphoric though.
I have a hard time masturbating lately.
On one hand, sex without love no longer interests me, but sometimes I masturbate purely for lust anyway, simply because of dopamine withdrawal and/or because of sexual tension. Sometimes I watch porn, but I consider that particularly unhealthy from a spiritual standpoint.
I'm hoping to find some other way to produce dopamine for myself. I would spend more time with friends and family, but they're always busy.
I want to have fun and connect socially. But I dunno what to do...
I don't think porn is necessarily unspiritual if both parties are consensual.
I look at cartoon porn, usually anthros/furries. They don't even exist, so it's not like my energy is affecting anyone.
Yeah, I usually do it for lust. I don't worry because I'm not trying to be "spiritual".
I find masturbation without porn to be incredibly difficult. It only really worked when I loved a cartoon character.
When I was really in love with them. And even then it was perverted.
It seems like only perverted things arouse me.
I don't get off to normal sex.