Telling your partner about being a wanderer?

[Tae]

Today an old friend came to my home. I hadn't seen him in like over 4 years.
He was helping to clean my truck's windshield.

While he was cleaning, he was singing the song "The Wanderer" he said by Elvis.
He knows nothing of wanderers. It was pure synchronicity.

My house human, out of nowhere, prompted by a conversation about reincarnation says, "I'm a way shower." I've seen that specific word used to describe one "sort" of starseed/wanderer, specifically one who does not necessarily breech the memory veil yet lives a life attuned to the one creator, waking others by the force of its alignment. It chilled me in a good way and brought me to peace with the fact that she has not and may never deep dive into this place of knowing, where I must carry the burden forever of the memories I've re-invited into my conscious life.

At this point I doubt she would say "I believe exactly in this." But she is a kind and non-judging soul, and our platonic relationship is built on years of respect and love for each other and endured much pain. So I cautiously speak around my experiences to test out how receptive she may be at the moment, let her know that I have more I could talk about but allow her to prompt me. I am not "a way shower" and indeed, needed her light to wake up to my own. There once was a point I thought I would never be at the level of what I perceived her innate goodness to be; now I see that light was the creator and it is in me and everyone. I needed that language to know what she knew without words, intuitively, and will never NEED the words to explore and come into in herself. While my intuition is strong I could not trust it enough without reading channelings and information that backed up what my intuition has shown me my whole life, not enough to start coming out into it anyway.

I may never tell her that of the past lives I believe I remember at least one as a non-human, but I've told her I remember past lives.

That said, while I don't believe it's important to tell her I believe that I am a wanderer from another density, I believe it's important to let her know I am willing to enter discussions of deeper concepts from a non-judgemental place.

I have broken one of the really crazy things to her, and I did it like so.

-The day after it happened, I was shaken up, and said that something had happened which had an effect. She asked if I wanted to talk about it. I did not yet, and told her that I was not ready to talk about it because I thought most people would think I was crazy, even though I had trusted her with a LOT of things, in comparison I knew this was a step out there from "I think I remembered a past life."

-Later on when we talked about a deeper concept and I realized I was prepared to discuss it, I mentioned that topic was not the one which had me shaken up earlier and allowed her to decide if she wanted to press.

-I gave her the "packaging" which was already "out there" (For the record: I saw a UFO which came in close enough I could see it was not shaped like any kind of craft I was familiar with, it didn't have the mandatory blinking red light, and I know we're not under a flight path. This is just the packaging.) and then allowed her to consider if she was all right with just that information or if she wanted to ask more about the experience.

-We spent a while debunking what it could have been, which of course I had spent the past couple of weeks doing, and since we were getting into it, I expressed that this was only part of what happened and I had "context" which made me believe it was a genuine UFO, and by this point I had fully internalized it and come to terms with it and was prepared to talk about it. She said she was prepared for whatever I had to say and of course is someone I trust to not gossip about it.

Now of course you've gotten this far in, you deserve to know the secret, the crazy part... is that it happened during a test channeling and I asked if they could show themselves sometime. Now, I didn't know what time it was and had not opened my eyes through, so I believed it was already morning. I received the answer "It's still dark. I'll see what I can do" and then a few minutes later "look outside" and that's when it happened.

I would NOT tell this to most people (here, you are looking for such information and I don't feel it's in violation of your free will to share!), and even the people I trust without great caution. I was prepared to rip open the veil, warned throughly of the consequences and started going in anyway because this is what my soul agreed to do before I incarnated here, unquestionably so. I picked this burden for me to experience and learn from, and while I have allies and the beings I've channelled are expressly clear that I need to take advantage of my allies to widen my reach as a servant of the light, it is not for me to "red pill" anyone. The information is there if they wish to ask. I don't hide that I'm "out there" and unafraid to go into strange places, I listen to anything without judgement, but for the most part I reserve the mystical experiences of my life to be on request only, in safe spaces, for sacred ears yearning to touch some of the light I so easily move in. So it is that I gingerly plant seeds with my allies and keep in mind that more important than any framework I love is for them to see that inside each and all is the one infinite creator, and they are made of love.

Peace be with you all.