12-16-2018, 08:43 PM
(12-16-2018, 12:39 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I don't think my path is shamanism though, because I haven't faced death or felt like I was dying.
Sure, my schizophrenia has caused me fear, but I am on meds now and don't get that fear any longer.
If I need to take that path then I will.
But I don't have the strength, if I need to.
From the stuff I've been learning from Agua, I'd say our issues such as autism or schizophrenia or whatever are caused by our fear, not the other way around.
Facing your fear is what your soul incarnated to do, so you might as well face it.
I'm doing these presence building exercises and mantras that Agua gave me.
If you'd like to start, you can do the exercises on here: https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthre...?tid=14338
And you can do this chant: "Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo" I started for 15 minutes a day and worked my way up. Now I'm doing a different chant that is much more powerful.
If you want to know how to pronounce it, there's a video here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-yoZTyG0tn4
If you do the first presence building exercise and the mantra, it should be able to help you.
The mantras and the exercises are essentially my daily thing that I do now. I'm putting A LOT of faith in these exercises, but they seem to be helping. Agua pointed out to me I'm not the same person now that I was 3 months ago, so I think these exercises and mantras may be helping after all!
Just give them a try and make the first exercise and the mantra a daily part of your routine. Should help you face your fear better.
At least that's what I'm banking on...