11-29-2018, 06:35 AM
Hi Blossom,
Thanks for sharing and I'm sorry to hear that you've attracted long-term negative attention.
I believe that I understand that what sometimes makes these traumatic experiences more difficult to deal with is the belief from your family and friends that none of this is real and it is therefore somehow your fault or creation.
My compassion goes out to you as I have attracted negative attention over 20 years ago and it's only really eased in the last couple of years, although I'm not totally free of it yet.
DON'T GIVE IN!!!! That's their intention in their interaction with us, either convince us that there's no point continuing in an effort to make us end our incarnation or at least, neutralise our ability to serve. Fight for "yourself" first and then you can concentrate in fighting for others.
You are an "atom of the Creator" and therefore have infinite worth, which is the last thing they want you to realise - but I'd suggest getting yourself through this before worrying out your polarity or how you express that polarity.
I'd suggest that for now, don't worry about whether or not you're a "good person" in you own, or any one else's view - you are divine and you will persist and overcome this!
With much experience with negative greeting AND very difficult lessons in the dream-state, I'd like to point out that not all grim dreams are necessarily negative greetings - some are just very difficult ( from out current Human perspective ) lessons vital to growth from benevolent entities.
Regardless of your, mine or anyone else's confusion and trauma born from our experiences as Human beings, there is a complete and permanent Spiritual support-system in existence for you, me and every other entity ( Soul ) in the universe...
I believe that it does not matter how you presently perceive this network of metaphysical assistance / support, whether you call them "Spirit-Guides", "Guardian Angels", or your "Higher-Self", they are there and I think they don't care what you think they are or call them - but you must genuinely ask for their help and on a daily basis.
They "help" will come through in dreams and meditation - so if you aren't meditating daily - I'd strongly recommend spending some time in silent thought, if possible, every day. Asking for help is not selfish, it's how Love know's it's time to serve.
I've made considerable progress by every night asking my "Higher-Self and Social-Memory-Complex to heal, teach and protect me" and they have / do.
One thing I'm still not clear about though is if there is a threshold of sincerity you have to cross in order to actually receive said support in the dream-state.
To conclude, I'd also suggest letting go of any grim awe you may still have for these entities and I've found it very useful to perceive these entities as nothing more than slightly annoying insects - strive towards the ability to sweep them away in your mind as easily as you would swat away a fly!
Hang in there man - I promise it will get better!
L & L
Jim
Thanks for sharing and I'm sorry to hear that you've attracted long-term negative attention.
I believe that I understand that what sometimes makes these traumatic experiences more difficult to deal with is the belief from your family and friends that none of this is real and it is therefore somehow your fault or creation.
My compassion goes out to you as I have attracted negative attention over 20 years ago and it's only really eased in the last couple of years, although I'm not totally free of it yet.
DON'T GIVE IN!!!! That's their intention in their interaction with us, either convince us that there's no point continuing in an effort to make us end our incarnation or at least, neutralise our ability to serve. Fight for "yourself" first and then you can concentrate in fighting for others.
You are an "atom of the Creator" and therefore have infinite worth, which is the last thing they want you to realise - but I'd suggest getting yourself through this before worrying out your polarity or how you express that polarity.
I'd suggest that for now, don't worry about whether or not you're a "good person" in you own, or any one else's view - you are divine and you will persist and overcome this!
With much experience with negative greeting AND very difficult lessons in the dream-state, I'd like to point out that not all grim dreams are necessarily negative greetings - some are just very difficult ( from out current Human perspective ) lessons vital to growth from benevolent entities.
Regardless of your, mine or anyone else's confusion and trauma born from our experiences as Human beings, there is a complete and permanent Spiritual support-system in existence for you, me and every other entity ( Soul ) in the universe...
I believe that it does not matter how you presently perceive this network of metaphysical assistance / support, whether you call them "Spirit-Guides", "Guardian Angels", or your "Higher-Self", they are there and I think they don't care what you think they are or call them - but you must genuinely ask for their help and on a daily basis.
They "help" will come through in dreams and meditation - so if you aren't meditating daily - I'd strongly recommend spending some time in silent thought, if possible, every day. Asking for help is not selfish, it's how Love know's it's time to serve.
I've made considerable progress by every night asking my "Higher-Self and Social-Memory-Complex to heal, teach and protect me" and they have / do.
One thing I'm still not clear about though is if there is a threshold of sincerity you have to cross in order to actually receive said support in the dream-state.
To conclude, I'd also suggest letting go of any grim awe you may still have for these entities and I've found it very useful to perceive these entities as nothing more than slightly annoying insects - strive towards the ability to sweep them away in your mind as easily as you would swat away a fly!
Hang in there man - I promise it will get better!
L & L
Jim
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