For me, meditation has never been the main thing that helped my consciuosness and general well being. deep bonds and inspiration has helped a lot though.
However, being anxious and uncomfortable is normal for sensitive STO individuals. others are getting all the goodies. and even if we get some of the things that brings them comfort, it's not the same with us. for example, a more polarized entity would instantly realize the emptiness of an offer that seems promising on the surface.
He will refuse to get fooled and obey nature. that is why the disobedient entities don't get rewarded by the slaver (nature) that seems to succeed at enslaving many others, and therefore keeping them satisfied.
However, being anxious and uncomfortable is normal for sensitive STO individuals. others are getting all the goodies. and even if we get some of the things that brings them comfort, it's not the same with us. for example, a more polarized entity would instantly realize the emptiness of an offer that seems promising on the surface.
He will refuse to get fooled and obey nature. that is why the disobedient entities don't get rewarded by the slaver (nature) that seems to succeed at enslaving many others, and therefore keeping them satisfied.
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