11-06-2018, 05:27 PM
Hello TTP, thank you for sharing your story. I have actually suffered from the same disease, yet luckily at a much lower intensity. Mainly I had depression issues and my heart chakra would close leaving me with feelings of emptiness in my heart. I have also had slight physical symptoms, my heart rate would be much higher when doing sports within ~1 day after orgasms.
I was as well a pretty intelligent kid (not gifted though) with few friends and always needed a lot of my own space.
Ive tried for a long time to find an explanation an saw doctors about it, however my heart was physically in perfect shape.
In any case, I am lucky enough that I do not experience any of the issues anymore. The issues went away between my ~24-28 year. Since I was absolutely non-spiritual at the time I had these issues I didnt attemp any meditative approach though.
I do however think in my case it was related to my previous incarnation. I only know very little about it, but I believe I was a kid with mental issues living in a slum somewhere. I suspect there was tension between my parents, even though I only had images of my father, he probably enjoy the company of other women. Since I am a very empathic being, and generally have problems with inharmonious energy,I believe this took its toll on me as well through my mother. Even though from what I know he took very good care of me. The last part of this incarnation I have seen was having sex (I would expect it to be the only time). I have no idea what happened then, but I have a strong feeling the incarnation ended shortly after that.
I really wouldnt wish any previous-incarnation issues onto anyone, its just an unimaginabley unforgiving and hard thing.
I wish you the very best, may your illness heal as easily as possible!
I was as well a pretty intelligent kid (not gifted though) with few friends and always needed a lot of my own space.
Ive tried for a long time to find an explanation an saw doctors about it, however my heart was physically in perfect shape.
In any case, I am lucky enough that I do not experience any of the issues anymore. The issues went away between my ~24-28 year. Since I was absolutely non-spiritual at the time I had these issues I didnt attemp any meditative approach though.
I do however think in my case it was related to my previous incarnation. I only know very little about it, but I believe I was a kid with mental issues living in a slum somewhere. I suspect there was tension between my parents, even though I only had images of my father, he probably enjoy the company of other women. Since I am a very empathic being, and generally have problems with inharmonious energy,I believe this took its toll on me as well through my mother. Even though from what I know he took very good care of me. The last part of this incarnation I have seen was having sex (I would expect it to be the only time). I have no idea what happened then, but I have a strong feeling the incarnation ended shortly after that.
I really wouldnt wish any previous-incarnation issues onto anyone, its just an unimaginabley unforgiving and hard thing.
I wish you the very best, may your illness heal as easily as possible!