Preparing for Walking the Steps of Light

[AnthroHeart]

@Agua
I could probably handle the energy. It's just that I get hypersensitive sometimes.
Well, I used to when I wasn't on meds. Emotionally. It's like my mental body tugged
at my emotional body. I'm trying not to block it now, even when I get a little
uneasy and feel like crawling out of my skin.

@Infinite Unity
I am not sure how far along in crystalization I am. I like what you say about becoming
undistorted. I do this best during meditation. When I can open up and let the Light in.
Vs when I am facing catalyst, I am usually defensive to it. Until the catalyst passes
and then I can forgive myself and allow any changes within me that need to be made to happen.

@Aion
What I like sometimes is different than what makes me at ease.
I think about anthro sex at times and I sometimes like that, but it doesn't make me at ease.
When I meditated earlier, I saw myself fishing. something I don't like to do. But I could feel
the coolness of the water and felt myself in that boat. It was relaxing. Also saw myself
walking a path. But when I saw myself alone with a boy, I got nervous and brought him to the angels.
Sometimes my scenes of serenity turn into uncomfortable situations.

@RitaJC
Yes, I am doing my best to love unconditionally. When someone yells at me, it stirs my emotions,
but after a few moments I relax and can send them love. It's hard to do it in the moment,
but I've heard that we don't have to accept the catalyst immediately. As long as we process it
later then it's fine.


Thank you all who have chimed in so far. I can feel where the Light is limited in my chakras,
the blockages, and I aim to release them. But they decrease slowly over time. It's something I
will be doing the rest of my life it appears.

If I'm meant to repeat, then I guess 75,000 years of 3D again won't be so bad.