10-04-2018, 02:21 PM
Youre afraid of your own positivity cause it leaces you vulnerable and youve had issues with that in the past.
I have too, just not quite in the same way you have.
We both definitely are healing from a deep fear of being controlled/dominated.
I can see that fear more clearly now in myself as I look at all my posts and talk to Agua on my yellow ray thread...
I'm afraid of being utterly dominated/controlled.
So are you.
But we've both taken different ways of dealing with this fear I think.
Avoidant for me, and counterphobic for you...
Just an assessment. Not trying to lead you in any direction necessarilly...
I have too, just not quite in the same way you have.
We both definitely are healing from a deep fear of being controlled/dominated.
I can see that fear more clearly now in myself as I look at all my posts and talk to Agua on my yellow ray thread...
I'm afraid of being utterly dominated/controlled.
So are you.
But we've both taken different ways of dealing with this fear I think.
Avoidant for me, and counterphobic for you...
Just an assessment. Not trying to lead you in any direction necessarilly...