10-02-2018, 08:44 PM
(10-02-2018, 12:15 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I envy that Agua in a sort of friendly way that you don't buy things you don't need.
I have a bad habit of buying things I don't need. I owe like $10000 in credit cards because they were no interest for 18 months.
I also owe student loans and a mortgage.
I don't know why I don't have self control.
Self Control is my biggest catalyst right now. It is a big test that I think we are rarely judged by the souls of others (compared to their incarnation selves anyway) for failing. Self Control has been a catalyst from the story of genesis to pandoras box.
It's funny how humanity portrays all it's sins from originating by one woman one way or another. Shifting blame feels so relieving I bet!
That you see a lack of desired self control, you are working on it. Don't judge yourself so hard, forgive yourself and attempt to really do better each time. Failire isn't a stumbling block, it's a guide.