09-28-2018, 08:54 AM
My bad!! CA or Coordinate Apotheosis was an old member here who I'm dating now. I'm here on this site specifically for him (but my curiosity has me roaming this place a bit) since he attempted suicide recently and in his suicide...novel, he cited this place as a big reason why.
He's kind of brilliant if you'll excuse my stroking his ego. It's because of him I'm no longer on/off suicidal, that I found a true God/Love, and from him I've learned so much in the short time I've known him. Conspiracy research, metaphysical research, truth seeking, what real true actual love is. How to see things hidden in plain sight. He's taught me how to recognize my life patterns, how to meditate deeply, how to contemplate deeply. How to just be real and true and the being I had always felt I was but could never figure out how to be.
He's kind of brilliant if you'll excuse my stroking his ego. It's because of him I'm no longer on/off suicidal, that I found a true God/Love, and from him I've learned so much in the short time I've known him. Conspiracy research, metaphysical research, truth seeking, what real true actual love is. How to see things hidden in plain sight. He's taught me how to recognize my life patterns, how to meditate deeply, how to contemplate deeply. How to just be real and true and the being I had always felt I was but could never figure out how to be.
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