12-19-2010, 10:49 PM
Oh i do experience negative emotions, i just don't usually wallow on them. Unless i am to deep into them, then i do wallow until i am ready to release.
I think this in the analogy of a body, i am allowed to cut myself, i will eventually regenerate and have a valuable experience, but i don't have to necessarily do it.
Same thing with thoughts, you don't have to focus on all thoughts because they are all valid.
You are allowed to have preferences.
I am not denying repressed parts of me, i am quite familiar with my shadows.
But whatever i am professing here is a belief of how things work and how i feel, i.e an identity.
It is a paradox because when you validate All that Is , you are also validating the perspective that denies that.
Yet there is immense freedom in allowing, i found.
I don't deny that i have an ego, That is how i am able to exist in this form/state. That is the experience in itself.
With all it's permutations of emotions.
I think this in the analogy of a body, i am allowed to cut myself, i will eventually regenerate and have a valuable experience, but i don't have to necessarily do it.
Same thing with thoughts, you don't have to focus on all thoughts because they are all valid.
You are allowed to have preferences.
I am not denying repressed parts of me, i am quite familiar with my shadows.
But whatever i am professing here is a belief of how things work and how i feel, i.e an identity.
It is a paradox because when you validate All that Is , you are also validating the perspective that denies that.
Yet there is immense freedom in allowing, i found.
I don't deny that i have an ego, That is how i am able to exist in this form/state. That is the experience in itself.
With all it's permutations of emotions.