09-14-2018, 02:09 PM
EP - when I asked about the meditating it was a question not an intended judgement.
I am sorry you took it that way. I just know that without quieting the ego you don’t get very far.
The recapitulation work can be done without meditating well.
I would 100% recommend you try that about this friend. It takes about 10 minutes and I wouldn’t recommend you do more than that at a time anyways. One excersize is at the bottom.
https://www.shamanscave.com/self-healing...pitulation
Is it all strains of weed that bother you cause paranoia? Sativa and Indica?
I know some strains are known to do that more.
As to why the chord is back, well that is ego’s job, to remember resentments without forgiving, to feel pain so you are afraid to be vulnerable, the saying about the mind really should be about ego.
Great servant, horrible master.
Either way I hope your path leads you to healing soon.
I am sorry you took it that way. I just know that without quieting the ego you don’t get very far.
The recapitulation work can be done without meditating well.
I would 100% recommend you try that about this friend. It takes about 10 minutes and I wouldn’t recommend you do more than that at a time anyways. One excersize is at the bottom.
https://www.shamanscave.com/self-healing...pitulation
Is it all strains of weed that bother you cause paranoia? Sativa and Indica?
I know some strains are known to do that more.
As to why the chord is back, well that is ego’s job, to remember resentments without forgiving, to feel pain so you are afraid to be vulnerable, the saying about the mind really should be about ego.
Great servant, horrible master.
Either way I hope your path leads you to healing soon.
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