How could I better appreciate the those walking a negative path while REMAINING posit

[EvolvingPhoenix]

The heart reflects the solar heart.

Relationship, duration, frequency, spin, and balance. (the more aligned with your truth the relationships are, the faster you enter into positive time/space)

Simply create a somewhat orderly, balanced life, and you'll manifest all you need to be positive.

Unless your reality is being dominated by a shadow lesson that needs balancing. Then you'll simply go more and more into negative spaces so that you may manifest the distortion so it may be balanced.

Do you think I'm balancing shadow aspects with all the s*** I'm going through?

I'm gonna be honest. Your 1111 synchronicities post got me anxious again.

I worry maybe I'm doing the POSITIVE version of what Hitler did.

Polarizing positively SO FAST.

I feel better about my anxieties ONLY AFTER I do good s***! I just hung out with a friend today I don't hang out with enough.

If I properly integrate my positive truth, I'll be good then, right?

EDIT: As soon as I write that, I calm myself about the freakout I'm having by saying "I have faith in my higher self" and I think I've got what I'm really doing here is just exploring some sort of aspect of the darker side I'm sloughing off or something. Or maybe just working through issues deep down that are all coming up.

I look at the clock. 4:40

I feel compelled to look it up:

"ANGEL NUMBER 440. ... Angel Number 440 is a message that the hard work and effort you have put towards living your spiritual truths and virtues have been acknowledged by the spiritual realm. The angels wish to commend you on your diligence and determination and send you encouragement, blessings and love.Sep 1, 2011"

Sounds encouraging.