How could I better appreciate the those walking a negative path while REMAINING posit

[EvolvingPhoenix]

I had told her about Agua's post regarding the metaphor of birth and how it plays into my fears, suggesting that it's apart of the RE-birthing process, as Agua may have been.

you might find out one day that it wasnt a metaphor actually

True, but in a sense, EVERYTHING is a metaphor haha, but yeah I see whatchu mean. Still, it WORKS as a good metaphor.

I am rebirthing myself. I think that's what this is, because my understanding of what time/space even IS was off.

So my fears about that incident weren't even quite fearing what actually HAPPENED, but a somewhat inaccurate interpretation.

I think I actually just feared being tricked into part of SPACE/TIME then again, I dunno. As soon as I wrote that, I felt an energy drop in my body and a slight sharp pain in the solar plexus region. Although, the fear, while still present, is a little less. Actually, with that realization, I'm calming down right now.