09-01-2018, 10:41 PM
Well it happened again yesterday.
I do not really know why I am posting this as nothing really came of it from what I can tell but it is a new-ish experience, rather a new-ish type of out of body experience for me.
Oddly enough this one again consisted of a non-intentional day long fast precursor.
I have been frequently praying for "them" to take over here. By them I mean my entirety. Since my last stumble/fall into ego a few weeks ago I more and more have been asking for this body to be a vessel for my entirety.
I am feeling less and less aligned with this one experience in time of glow. I am more them. So I have been setting intention for "them" to be here and "glow" to be less responsible as the named filter of this life's experience.
So I am certain that all sounded crazy. My experience is that this vessel has access from what I can tell to be an infinite number/all lives of this soul frequncy, all experiences why limit the life/journey to one life's collection of awareness. Seems team effort would lighten the burden.
Anyways I am not sure about the day to day success of my intent but yesterday was very interesting.
It again some how aligned itself with an inadvertent fast, about mid day my inner dialogue mostly shut off.
I would say the mind was there enough to function but not much self concern, very little emotional effects from experience, or analysis of situations happening around me. Things just were.
I was so non-self 2 friends at separate times asked if I was ok because I wasn't my normal chatty self.
Chat seemed almost impossible. There just were no thoughts.
I felt fine and assured them everything was ok. Later in the after noon though at a very nondescript time I was walking and a person beside me made a comment. Suddenly I was 10-12 feet above my body and my body replied with a very reassuring fact of certainty to what they were asking. Something "I" do not know with any certainty, nor would I hazard a guess or even if I suspected something dare say as it is not my call or personal awareness to assume an answer.
But it came out of the body's mouth. Shooting my own "glow" awareness way out of the body so it could be said.
The whole day felt weird. Good. Quiet, without the filters of ego. Detached. At one point someone I could tell didn't want me around(i mirror something to him he doesn't like to see) but while I could process it. It didn't effect me emotionally as it normally would to feel an avoidance energy.
I still feel detached but a bit more engaged. I think yesterdays "more out" was my preference really, so I will try not to encourage to much resonance with glow.
Just sharing here because the glow part is curious I guess if others are experiencing similar things.
No concern if others aren't. Just thought it might be interesting to compare notes.
I hope you all are well.
I do not really know why I am posting this as nothing really came of it from what I can tell but it is a new-ish experience, rather a new-ish type of out of body experience for me.
Oddly enough this one again consisted of a non-intentional day long fast precursor.
I have been frequently praying for "them" to take over here. By them I mean my entirety. Since my last stumble/fall into ego a few weeks ago I more and more have been asking for this body to be a vessel for my entirety.
I am feeling less and less aligned with this one experience in time of glow. I am more them. So I have been setting intention for "them" to be here and "glow" to be less responsible as the named filter of this life's experience.
So I am certain that all sounded crazy. My experience is that this vessel has access from what I can tell to be an infinite number/all lives of this soul frequncy, all experiences why limit the life/journey to one life's collection of awareness. Seems team effort would lighten the burden.
Anyways I am not sure about the day to day success of my intent but yesterday was very interesting.
It again some how aligned itself with an inadvertent fast, about mid day my inner dialogue mostly shut off.
I would say the mind was there enough to function but not much self concern, very little emotional effects from experience, or analysis of situations happening around me. Things just were.
I was so non-self 2 friends at separate times asked if I was ok because I wasn't my normal chatty self.
Chat seemed almost impossible. There just were no thoughts.
I felt fine and assured them everything was ok. Later in the after noon though at a very nondescript time I was walking and a person beside me made a comment. Suddenly I was 10-12 feet above my body and my body replied with a very reassuring fact of certainty to what they were asking. Something "I" do not know with any certainty, nor would I hazard a guess or even if I suspected something dare say as it is not my call or personal awareness to assume an answer.
But it came out of the body's mouth. Shooting my own "glow" awareness way out of the body so it could be said.
The whole day felt weird. Good. Quiet, without the filters of ego. Detached. At one point someone I could tell didn't want me around(i mirror something to him he doesn't like to see) but while I could process it. It didn't effect me emotionally as it normally would to feel an avoidance energy.
I still feel detached but a bit more engaged. I think yesterdays "more out" was my preference really, so I will try not to encourage to much resonance with glow.
Just sharing here because the glow part is curious I guess if others are experiencing similar things.
No concern if others aren't. Just thought it might be interesting to compare notes.
I hope you all are well.