12-18-2010, 08:12 AM
(12-17-2010, 05:44 PM)ahktu Wrote: Ali, I've been curious about walk-ins. Is it possible for both consciousnesses to inhabit one body? I thought the walk-in filled the body after the previous consciousness had left. Also, are all walk-ins aware of their missions, or do they experience the wanderer complex as well- the forgetting? Are both souls tied together somehow (beyond the obvious sense)...like part of the same soul stream?
I don't know ahktu I know my situation but as far as any other walk in is concerned I know just as much as the next guy. In my case most of the time I don't know what part of me is who either. From my perspective it's like two hands of water in a glass. Where one stops and the other starts just isn't clear. I don't see me as two. I see me as a singular guy with two histories.
The mission, if there was any, was to just get here. I had difficulty adjusting to this body and world, both the earth part and the star part had very specific reasons to bail. And my first year was touch and go I did not eat cry or do anything I only slept. A specific deal was made. I would attempt to live to 30, and the guide would be present whenever I wanted for whatever reason I wanted to help me get there. In my 20's I replaced that agreement by my own choice to get really really old here. So I suppose mission accomplished.
I did forget like everyone else. The only reason I know so much is the imaginary friend who has spent countless hours answering a kids questions. And some memories did arose with that but I don't trust them to be honest. I was a kid. Kids have active imaginations. I remember feeling the call after they chose me for this undertaking, I was outside at the shore of a lake and looked towards a city which looked like a huge beehive standing in the middle of a forest. It's comparable to the superstructure "city in a skyscraper" type things humans are designing now. So that may... or may not be... what that planet looks like.
I didn't even believe the guide was real for most of my life until I discovered that other people had experienced similar things. And that information the guide gave me still stands today. I would believe the beehive memory if I had external confirmation, but you see the problem there

@Protonexus, could you explain a little bit about that archetype?
Also you're right, Earth is home
Took me a long time to feel it like that. But it really is..