08-26-2018, 12:30 AM
Foha, I believe no one can give the right answers to these internal questions but you, for these are not one or two questions but doubt itself that you are struggling with. I suggest you dwell in meditation, doesn't have to be too deep, bring these questions to your own self and let the answers flow, sincerely. If you cannot answer, and you find yourself bouncing between the options, it may be fear, if it indeed is, ask yourself what that fear is, perhaps you will uncover the source to your blockage. Don't be afraid to stumble and fall, it is so much harder to progress while stagnating yourself with no action. Seek things that make you happy, things and people that make you love, there is no wrong in knowing yourself, knowing the co-creator that is within you. If that involves asking that Guru something, go ahead and ask.. Just don't come to rely your responsibility on them, a teacher cannot learn for the student, but only to guide.
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