08-22-2018, 09:31 AM
(08-21-2018, 09:15 AM)PRBH71 Wrote: If I wanted to consciously and actively follow the STS path, what do I have to do?
I am tired of love and light. My life has been nothing but an endless struggle, and one damn thing after another. I have never received any metaphysical help to make the physical changes to my life that I really wanted. Quite frankly, I am no longer interested in being of service to others when no higher-density STO entity out there can be bothered to help me with what I want.
I am beginning to feel that STS beings are much more effective and on-the-ball, while STOs are forever sitting on their as$es splitting hair on whether a probable action would constitute a freewill violation.
I am done with these useless idiots. Time to check out the other camp.
So what do I have to do?
It more seems like you are weary from the difficulties of life on this planet than any desire for sts path. Someone who has an internal drive for sts is highly unlikely to make such internal debates leave aside asking about it on an online forum. sts is highly obsessive. Leave aside being destructive, self-destructive and inefficient.
If you are dissatisfied with the direction your life is heading, change it. If you have a particular seeking, seek it. If you want to do things differently, do it. You are free to deal with your life as you see fit - it is your life. All the positive and negative results will also be yours.
The most effective way of spiritual progress is always taking your life, the situations and lessons in it, living, learning, maturing and moving towards a direction which you see as a faint glow in the horizon. This includes changing one's life if the need for it felt so strongly to justify it.