Aren't we all both positive and negative polarity?

[Glow]

It seems that it's a little inaccurate to think that all service to self paths are clearly evil, ruthless, selfish people.  It seems that a lot of people who want to do good and promote peace in the world still provide a lot of the negative catalyst Ra talks about that is so useful for evolving into harvestability.  It seems to me that thinking of the poles as not inherent in each of us all the time is a mistake.  Plus didn't Ra mention a person had to only be 51% service to others to be harvestable?  I think I am faced daily with the question of STS or STO.  Though it is much more challenging to be harvestabl as negative.  Ra said it was 95% for STS to be harvestabl.  I like to think of harvestability as accumulation of a type of power.  But not like the typical power but one based on a deeper comprehension of the deeper reality, therefore pos or neg.  And embodying it accordingly.  So many people are just asleep at the wheel.  And lastly Ra mentioned the biggest enemy was just that nuetrality- not making a decision at all.  What do you all think?  Can we be both or are we one or the other?  Also how hard is it to be 51% STO?  It would be so interesting to get measured for that everyday!!!

Though they call it a choice that is for native 3d beings, for wanderers the choice was made before we incarnated.
What do you remember of yourself as a youth?

Is it possible you are not seeing your own forest(true self) for the trees(ego)?
What do you crave? love, peace, the best for everyone? or that for yourself mostly?

If you are wounded and perhaps have hit a point where your dirrection is confused what do you remember of yourself from before you became wounded? did you crave love, peace, the best for everyone? or that for yourself mostly?

Polarity once on a path is momentum and it drives, it doesn't have to be driven. So if you identify as a wanderer perhaps first before traveling any path on purpose lest you end up depolarizing, get in touch with who you were before the world effected you? Who you are under the wounds. The only way I know to do that is meditation and intentional use of meditation.

That may help you reorient.
If you do not identify as a wanderer I apologize as I am not sure this will help, it likely wouldn't hurt though to see who you are under the wounds. Soul check.

Be well. I do not wish to plant any ideas and this is a sensitive topic I would think if you feel confused so disregard anything that doesn't feel right. My intention was to help you to clarity if you are just a bit disoriented.