07-19-2018, 05:54 AM
(07-18-2018, 06:04 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: You know, I didn't stop to think the nausea was coming from them, but now that you put it that way, it makes sense that they would accidentally send that energy to me like that. At this point, I'm feeling good consistently lately. I have not, since my "all 3 chakras blocked" thread, had any negative thoughts dwelling on the matter. I think I'm FINALLY over it for good! Although as soon as I say that, BAM! Another (this time VERY slight) feeling of nausea. Huh. But that's not me feeling bad over this friend. At first I thought it was ascension symptoms, mixed with yellow ray blockages (which my healer said I had, along with orange and red) releasing negative energy. Then I thought it was me not eating enough. Yet today, I got sick, even after eating some spaghetti. It's not the healthiest food in the world, but it shouldn't make me feel sick, Never has before...
But now that you say it might be this friend's negativity, that makes sense. Especially cause this friend has bipolar disorder and BPD. You think it's just general negative feelings of theirs or feelings regarding our relationship?
Also, any advice on how to do the dissipating/transmuting shielding stuff? I'm beginning to rethink cutting the cord and instead, let them do their thing. If they wanna reconnect, cool. If not, I'm fine. But I wanna leave the option open, just in case, now that I don't harbour any bad feelings about it anymore.
And naw, my heart chakra's fine. It's the lower 3 I am working to open up/clear/balance.
I think giving them some space is likely the way to go. As far as shielding, for a first effort, I would sit and meditate a bit to get centered (even just a few breaths will do it), then try to connect to intelligent infinity. Alternatively, reach out to your higher self and ask for a flow of energy from Source or some other high vibrational...uh...source. Then state (aloud or in your mind, shouldn't matter) an intention that you will be shielded from negative energies and that negative energies directed at you, intentionally or accidentally, will be transmuted into love by your shield and will beam into the surrounding world as positive energy and service. Then visualize energy coming down from "on high" through the higher chakras in your channel, down into your physical seven, where they coalesce into a shield of light that surrounds your physical form. I've seen recommendations to visualize this as white or golden light, and that seems to work fine. In this case, a shield of violet flame could be especially effective, if you're looking for those transmutative properties.
It's probably a good idea to periodically reinforce it with that whole process...every few weeks maybe. But between those times, just quickly visualizing energy flowing down and reinforcing your shield will suffice for reinforcement.
I can't recommend this enough. In this world, as things approach the climactic moment (or season at least), with all the negativity blasting out of people, it's pretty necessary to keep ones'self protected from everything swirling around.
As to the cause, I'd say it's likely that it's when they remember the way they acted or think of whatever issues they had with you and feel heightened emotions associated with it. It's very unlikely to be intentional in any way, but I strongly suspect that our social memory complex circuitry is already starting to come online. As those etheric nervous system connections start to form, we're linking into each other in ways people just aren't aware of yet. If you're not making an effort to be linked into them, then it's probably just a byproduct of their thoughts about you, though if they're having issues with people in their life generally, it could be you're being lumped into their problems at large. In any case, shielding yourself from the negative aspects of it should take care of the problem. But it's not a permanent disconnect or anything. If they get through a phase of clearing and feel better, the connection will still be there. In the meantime, let your life go on, and you'll be golden.