I think TEFL through ITTT certification is around a few hundred dollars. Passport is about 90. I would find a way to make that much money and get the certification and passport. Then you will have some choices. And the focus can shift to possibilities.
It is very difficult in this life to exist well without some basic survival stability. Maslow's heirarchly of needs is pertinent.
You might consider Verbling as a way to make the money for these things. You can teach there as an ESL tutor from your computer.
Whatever you do, it's a good idea to shift focus to something that can move you forward. Any healing, regarding Agua's recommendations, will be easier to access in my opinion if there is some distance from your familial situation where you feel trapped.
It is very difficult in this life to exist well without some basic survival stability. Maslow's heirarchly of needs is pertinent.
You might consider Verbling as a way to make the money for these things. You can teach there as an ESL tutor from your computer.
Whatever you do, it's a good idea to shift focus to something that can move you forward. Any healing, regarding Agua's recommendations, will be easier to access in my opinion if there is some distance from your familial situation where you feel trapped.
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