Working with archetypes (prematurely)

[Sacred Fool]

From my experience it is not advisable to start this kind of work prematurely. Of course we all work with archetypes subconsciously but only adepts start to work consciously. My experience is like the story of Icarus who flew to high, burnt his wings and fell to te ground. I run into this stuff by accident. I didn't purposely study any system. I just intensively pondered on patterns, polarities and symbols in the Universe I could thought of and observe and constantly wrote down my thoughts in a notepad. When I look back I think this brainstorming was spontaneously becoming automatic writing. I don't know if I was in contact with my Higher Self or also others. It was like my spirit opened its gates ... in a deeper connection ... It was sometimes blissful sometimes confusing and mentaly destructive bordering on madness. E. g. I couldn't control the stream of thoughts/feelings flowing like a big wild river. I think I lacked balance in lower chakras and maybe I also lacked green ray. With great difficulty and much help I canceled the process and started from scratch.

So, if that road did not lead to success, where can you go to find the essence of your own vibration?

Perhaps you would do better exploring your heart rather than your head?