expanded out of body(split awareness) and soul spoke to someone through me

[Glow]

Is it technically channeling to channel your own higherself beyond ego, beyond their facade of  ego? I guess that’s just opinion.

Maybe some would say it is. But since your higher self is you, and it is possible to "realize" that higher self as yourself, I'm not sure it is quite right to call it channeling.

People do lots of things unconsciously in normal life. Sleep walking is a good example. The person is still themself even though they don't remember it and aren't really conscious of it.

You know how you're driving somewhere and you zone out and then arrive and realize you forgot the entire drive? That's a mild state of unconsciousness. You're letting your autopilot take over while your conscious mind does something else. In order to do this, you must be very comfortable with your driving skills. If you're worried about bad driving conditions like a dark rainstorm in heavy traffic, you won't allow yourself to zone out.

The conscious mind needs to relax and let go for this to happen.

You warn yourself by saying "you might lose this friend" -- why did you warn yourself of this? Because you want to be of service without the monitoring of your conscious mind, and some part of you worries that without this self-monitoring, you might do something that would alienate this friend.

So you prepare yourself by counteracting those worries and this makes it easier to let go of control, to "zone out", and let your unconscious take over the healing process.

The healing process, remember, is not up to you but is up to the person to be healed. Your job is to be the channel for love/light that helps the person make the change they desire. Also, it may not be your higher self, but rather your present self's unconscious mind. I actually think this is more likely.

So you guys set this up unconsciously and you performed the task with great success. This is where Ra says you should be careful to remember that it was the Creator who did the healing and you were the channel. But be proud of yourself for facilitating!

You describe it as being yourself that is still running your body, so I think the correct view is an unconsciously performed service rather than a type of channeling or possession.

I think there is a good chance that if you practice leaving behind your self-judgements for the duration of the healing then you could hear the words you speak again. The experience of gibberish shows you what it's like to relieve conscious control, and in the future you might learn to relieve conscious control without the helpful gibberish.

I think you are right in a lot of things but some stuff isn’t coming quite across through my words.

I wasn’t warning myself that I might lose a friend. Rather it was a prayer of complete trust and submission to the larger will and letting what ever the highest purpose was to come to fruition aka even if that meant my ego would suffer a loss I trust, and was handing over control.

I’m in different lessons than many so my slant/perspective is a bit different. I don’t have 1 ego here attached to my higherself but 3 so I am not being taught to think of it as “my” subconscious because my subconscious isn’t what I’m letting in but a light that is many, maybe we are already at the all, my ego does block that still. My mind isn’t ready to release that or maybe it doesn’t matter.

There is a separation between the subconscious of the ego and a shared higherself. In most the higherself and subconscious might be seemless I don’t know but in these bodies there is subconscious attached to each ego and then something beyond that enters as it is able. I take no credit for anything I’m just greatful for the experience and glad to have been of service.

Edited to say: only my ego cares if I get my words/experiences understood. It’s vastly irrelevant but I thank you for contributing your light and perspective it’s an interesting thing to try and sort out.