(06-20-2018, 11:14 PM)Glow Wrote: Is it technically channeling to channel your own higherself beyond ego, beyond their facade of ego? I guess that’s just opinion.
Maybe some would say it is. But since your higher self is you, and it is possible to "realize" that higher self as yourself, I'm not sure it is quite right to call it channeling.
People do lots of things unconsciously in normal life. Sleep walking is a good example. The person is still themself even though they don't remember it and aren't really conscious of it.
You know how you're driving somewhere and you zone out and then arrive and realize you forgot the entire drive? That's a mild state of unconsciousness. You're letting your autopilot take over while your conscious mind does something else. In order to do this, you must be very comfortable with your driving skills. If you're worried about bad driving conditions like a dark rainstorm in heavy traffic, you won't allow yourself to zone out.
The conscious mind needs to relax and let go for this to happen.
You warn yourself by saying "you might lose this friend" -- why did you warn yourself of this? Because you want to be of service without the monitoring of your conscious mind, and some part of you worries that without this self-monitoring, you might do something that would alienate this friend.
So you prepare yourself by counteracting those worries and this makes it easier to let go of control, to "zone out", and let your unconscious take over the healing process.
The healing process, remember, is not up to you but is up to the person to be healed. Your job is to be the channel for love/light that helps the person make the change they desire. Also, it may not be your higher self, but rather your present self's unconscious mind. I actually think this is more likely.
So you guys set this up unconsciously and you performed the task with great success. This is where Ra says you should be careful to remember that it was the Creator who did the healing and you were the channel. But be proud of yourself for facilitating!
You describe it as being yourself that is still running your body, so I think the correct view is an unconsciously performed service rather than a type of channeling or possession.
I think there is a good chance that if you practice leaving behind your self-judgements for the duration of the healing then you could hear the words you speak again. The experience of gibberish shows you what it's like to relieve conscious control, and in the future you might learn to relieve conscious control without the helpful gibberish.