What's the rush?

[Sprout]

I searched for this question in the forum and could not find an answer.  Hopefully it's okay to ask it here.  If I'm understanding things correctly we incarnate here (3rd density) primarily for rapid spiritual growth, for learnings that would take much longer in the spirit realm, presumably.  

I've never heard anyone ask why.  We forget everything and endure a lifetime of suffering to speed through some spiritual evolution?  Where's the fire?  Are spirits on some kind of schedule?  Does the Infinite Creator hand down quotas and benchmarks on how we should be progressing?  It just seems very bizarre to me.

Any insights here would be greatly appreciated.  I feel like I owe a soul debt to this group and this material so I apologize that one of my first interactions is an ask, and not an offering.

Thanks,
Tanner  

I think this thread which is still fresh kind of speaks to what you addressed as well.

https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthre...?tid=15822

That question swims in the depths of my heart too, sometimes it feels as though it wants to explode in tears to cry and scream throughout the cosmos from all the pain and loneliness that is. And it goes over my head time and time again. Just yesterday I saw 4 small kittens that were born in a construction site, I was looking at them through a fence, they were sitting on concrete and just a few centimeters away from them was a pit like 3 stories high. It made me so sad when I thought to myself "Why. Why are you in such a pain and misery little creator? Why does it have to be like that?"

We just don't know, we can't understand. I use so many understandings to justify this, that perhaps the greatest pain to the creator was this seperation, and that perhaps this is what we as parts wished for somewhere in a cloud of infinite unity.

What is the rush, truly? Ugh :-/ .I imagine sometimes of having a home, a planet in a star galaxy that I was born and evolved in. This proccess most likely took millions of years, so much time spent with those who I was so closely with. Could I call them family? My brothers and sisters? At last I have a place, less lonliness. Earth and Sun is one such place, even if not all of us originated from here, we undergone a unique growth from almost nothingness, everything that we learned and became is of this place, therfore a family. But then I think to myself, if I do not progress, if I stagnate and collapse, where will you go? Am I going to start over, am I going to be left alone, left behind. Again? And now I'm all tears.