How to break a spiritual contract made discarnately? (if possible)

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I feel as though I must break my karma contracts I suspect I made or commit suicide. Is there any advice that I may receive?

Changing one's life circumstances, plan, agreements seems possible to the extent of development of the entity, its awareness within current incarnation, its deep desires, and conscious realization. And, potentially some stubbornness and perseverance on that wish.

That said, its no joke. The process and its aftermath would be a major pressure, not unlike the pressure you may be experiencing now. After all, if some change would just surf in through one's way, it would just have been happening due to entity's own path making that happen and it would be easy, even automatic. In such a change you mention, it wouldnt be like that.

I've been through such psychic attacks that the particular tone/taste/type of my suffering at times became ineffable--simply unable to be put into words. But it's not the intensity of the suffering that's getting to me, friends, it's the duration. I've suffered enough. Can anyone help me suffer less so that I may continue living in order to aid humanity merely with my presence as a Wanderer? I am asking completely without faith.

Changing one's circumstances, habits, even eating habits would do a great deal. In further cases, changing one's lifestyle, job, location, even social circle.

However, there is one thing.

Spiritual pain, a sorrow that is intangible, indescribable deep down, is one of the phases of the development of an entity upon its spiritual path, and its a pretty advanced stage. Checking the material for that would give indicators, also looking at the 'suffering' that is described by prominent characters ranging from philosophers to sufis and seekers throughout history can also paint clearer pictures.

But the entity itself can conclude if that is truly spiritual pain that must be suffered, or some other situation that should be changed.