Why I awaken as this particular part of creator

[Infinite Unity]

Again I completely agree with you Anagogy. Yet growth/experience to an entity, is very important. In that your growth/experience is determinent on your lessons, and further experiences. Which in my opinion is none other then steps in your journey to the Creator. Another thing is this, It's almost beyond relatability to compare to the unbiased, unpotentiated, unchanged one. In my experience it's far more appropriate to parse the logos. Which does grow, expoliates from the experience, and ultimately uses this to further draw from the unlimited potential of The One. The difference between kinetic and potential find actualization within growth.