05-15-2018, 09:00 AM
(05-15-2018, 08:54 AM)Nau7ik Wrote: My ultimate spiritual goal is Union with the Infinite One. I believe this is the goal of all spiritual seeking. I’ve known that this was my goal since I first started seeking: reunification with the Creator.
In the meantime, I seek the clearance and balance of my blockages and distortions; To know myself and to accept myself. I seek adepthood. I seek harvest from third density.
As of right now, my means of achieving these goals is spiritual study and practice by way of the Holy Qabalah, which can take us all the way to Kether, Union with God.
I can feel the energy of God within me, but it's not yet to the purity as to be blissful as I imagine it must be when you're unified.
His (I say his though it's really no gender) energy is strong upon my crown now, and timeless in my heart.
I've been so charged with him that I could barely sleep last night.
Yes, definitely union with the Infinite One is a worthy goal. I think that just happens when we're ready.
I do seek adepthood. I used to be afraid of it, because I never saw myself as a spiritual master or really capable. I sometimes feel not fully conscious when I don't understand what
others are talking about on this forum.
I admire your knowledge of the Qabalah. Maybe I should memorize the sephirah at least.
I know, enough about me. Everyone here has such ambitious goals.