What is is Oneness.

[Stranger]

To put it more clearly, I was actually pained to realize that the origin of infinite creation itself, apparently, is an act that was seeded in selfishness, in terms of the One Infinite Creator experimenting with infinite entities to learn about itself. I intensely feel sad at the difficult logical extension that infinite creation could be like a vivarium by which behaviours and possibilities are observed by beings up the hierarchy, the framework designers if you will, with the mysterious One Infinite Creator up at the very top, absorbing and learning in a cold manner from everything spawned.

Even if it is the One Infinite Creator, I do not like the fact that I have to labour in darkness and in pain for that mysterious entity, who may not even care in terms of individual entities, with only the collective distillations mattering. But of course, there is no other choice. The existence of that logical possibility is at the very core of my being's pain, after realizing that insight (from Jim) within the context of personal subjective understandings, as well.

Hi.  What your interpretation of reality lacks is the comprehension that all is One.  There isn't a big mean Creator out there and infinite entities it plays with for its own amusement.  There is only the Creator, and you are IT. 

I earlier posted a Q'uote that reads: "You are not a part of the Creator.  You are the Creator."  It is essential to let that sink in.

Every entity is the Creator wearing a mask, playing a temporary game of make-believe.  But whatever the shape of the character, it is only the Creator experiencing that character's experience, and acting as if He were that character.  You are that Creator, in a state of having freely chosen to very very temporarily forget who He is - even if that meant becoming upset with YourSelf.

Own your choices, bro!  There's no one to complain about.  It's all just You.  Namaste! (this means, "I greet the Divine in you")