Meeting yourself in this life

[buket]

Is that real self love?

Well, I only have an answer that will not satisfy your curiosity, sorry for that

It can not, absolutely not be put into words!
You could say many things about it and many would be true, to a more or lesser degree.
The problem is, it is way beyond words. Words can only "describe" aspects of it.
Words will even be the obstacle.
Each word, each concept has limitations. By saying something is "like this", you exclude "that".
As long as you exclude something, you cannot experience something that has infinite potential.

But the crucial thing is, it is closer to the truth to say it has no aspects.
You are one whole, undivided, undividable being, eternal, immortal, of a vastness that makes the whole planet look like a waterdrop.

It has no identity but an "I-ness" that exceeds your understanding and your imagination what "I" can be.
If you want, you could say that, although it has no identity, the sense of "I" is stronger infinite times.

The intellect is an instrument designed to work inside the illusion, it can neither understand nor describe something outside of the illusion.
You cannot describe wholeness by fragmentizing it, you cannot describe infinity using means of finity.

You can however experience it!

To say it is love would surely be correct, but then you run into our limited concept of love, if you know what i mean.

It had no identity but the sense of I is stronger infinite times. I couldn't ynderstand it. Isn't there a contradiction here?