04-01-2018, 06:25 PM
(04-01-2018, 04:03 PM)johncarson698 Wrote:(04-01-2018, 02:27 PM)Elros Wrote: I used to smoke cigarettes and a day I did a MDMA trip (crystal form) with a friend and became very aware of the implication of smoking cigarettes in a way I couldn't ignore and it lead to a 4 hours talk about the root of why they had taken the daily place they took in my life a few years ago.
I never decided to quit them, instead resolving my emotional nodes on which my consumption of them was rooted made me completely unable to appreciate them. I tried to force it for about two weeks, and a few occasional times after that, but I've never been able to appreciate one again and now I couldn't see myself want to smoke one again.
So after your MDMA trip and 4 hour discussion, you didnt feel a need for cigarettes, and you decided to quit them... Did your quitting cause any physical ailments? Or were you perfectly fine afterwards?
I never decided to quit so much as I acknowledged to have now made myself dissonant with them.
So I've both came to have no need of them, just as a total loss of appreciation.