Can negative beings fake love?

[AnthroHeart]

you have to trust, that nothing bad can happen (and i can assure you of this!).
You might experience the fear getting bigger and stronger, but its "only" fear, the energy cannot harm you!
Ultimately, you have a chance to significantly "reduce" the counterforce in you.
(btw, i believe this is a big part of your mental condition).

Yeah, about my mental condition.
It's Schizoaffective disorder. Schizophrenia combined with Bipolar.

I'm able to tune into the energy of the schizoaffective.
Once I have that and am feeling it, I just request the energy "please heal my schizoaffective". It sits behind my 3rd eye in a somewhat tight field.
Then I can feel how the energy moves as it processes it.
It's a very stuck energy. I've been going at it for about 10-20 minutes and it hasn't really moved.
But patience is what's needed. Once I am able to separate it from my own field, I can send it back to the Light, and then fill the void with Love/Light.

This is what I'm trying now. Though it feels like it's just disappearing slowly rather than separating. That's what heal seems to do in this.

It really helps when you can feel it because you can keep the energy focused on the right thing to work the most effectively.

I'll be anxious to see how this clears up my thinking and keeps me from spirialing downward.
When I ask my higher self to heal it, I feel a shift in the way the energy is being processed. But I have to keep my mind on it.
It might take longer because it's a physical thing in the brain rather than just energy field.
I feel it in my frontal lobes, which are typically used to slow down the uncontrolled expansion of the mind. Like putting on the brakes.
It should work as long as it wasn't preincarnational programming.

If done with the feeling of love, it is even more powerful.
After I set the intent, I can then just say "thank you for my healing." and repeat that.
Repeating "already healed" can also work.

It's like this energy pattern I created to allow my higher self to work with and stay focused.