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[AnthroHeart]

I woke up at 3:45am or so, and the energy was still flowing in. So I had to work on closing down the upper chakras and take my meds.
I don't feel disoriented, but I had this dream I was underwater and the water was rising at like 20 feet per second and I had to make it to the surface.
So I'm focused now on closing it off. It's evidently rising fast. Too much of a good thing. It was good to feel God's warmth for a bit.

But I'm glad for that dream. It was really dark at the bottom of the water and ominous feeling. Very creepy.
I feel good now, but best turn it off before it gets bad. It was just filling me with Love/Light without me able to integrate it. So it builds some positive pressure.
I'm cool though. Interesting sensations. Thing was though I didn't want this so bad, but just a little. I liked feeling God, but this is getting much.
I still feel mentally grounded, but physically I feel some pressure within me. It's tight. Maybe release some of this Love/Light is what I'll do as well.

Thank you for your input. Yes, I feel fine now, but it's like I received a warning, but I'm not in freak-out mode. I'm staying cool this time.
Case in point, don't go to sleep with energy streaming in nonstop. Something I had to learn. Love ya.

I'm past anthros. This God was much better feeling. But it's like I wanted a little and I got much.

The I-Ching did say this would be an obstruction, which would lead to an after completion.

I almost lost touch with my upper chakras.

I love though that I get little fears at points in my body. I process and integrate them. And let them be ok. At those points I am sending out into creation the love light excess. Those points get "scared" it feels like because of so much Love/Light coming in. I'm not scared, but I feel the body at points is. But it comes and goes. After a few moments they settle down and I continue my working.

My crown was open full for the last few hours. Just need to learn to control the flow. I can still walk with God. Just in moderation.

Any ideas on where I could send my excess love/light?

And wouldn't God know when to stop sending his love/light to someone? Could it be negative being again that faked being God and is trying to drown me? Not to have fear-based thought. But more curious. My intentions were right to my knowledge. I did put some of the energy into my book. So I hope that was a good intent.

Maybe I'm analyzing it too much. Now the energy feels just a little uncomfortable. Evidently I kept absorbing. From what I remember we're supposed to shine, send rather than keep it to ourselves. So I'll send this immense amount of energy out into creation.

Now, can love/light induce any fears at all? Can it over-saturate your body? The energy doesn't feel super loving, but just a little love in there. I need to find a group.
But maybe since we're all God, I actually connected with another being that reflected my own vibration. Rather than God itself. I don't know. I tested the God in the Christ consciousness challenge, and it passed. So it wasn't a dark entity. I don't feel fear myself in my mind.

I can relate to what you experience, Indigo, and would like to offer what I found out:

In your normal everyday life, the energy can NOT become too much or physically dangerous!
We have extremely effective defense and security mechanisms that prevent this!
So, again, it is impossible to harm you physically!!
(as long as you do not take drugs, since they can deactivate these mechanisms...).

I would not advise on "sending" this energy to whoever. Not that it would harm anybody.
But your motivation would be to get rid of it, fear-based, you know...
What you are experiencing is your FEAR of high energy and higher consciousness.
We all have this fear in us, but most people dont experience it, since its usually well hidden.

It is actually a very GOOD thing that you experience it consciously, because now you have conscious access to the "counterforce", the side in you that does not experience higher consciousness!
You're in a much bettr position to deal with it now

My advice would be, do nothing to reduce the energy! Try to face it, and most of all, face the FEAR!
Try to stand the energy and try to stand the fear it causes.
Facing the fear completely is the ONL way to dissolve it!

you have to trust, that nothing bad can happen (and i can assure you of this!).
You might experience the fear getting bigger and stronger, but its "only" fear, the energy cannot harm you!
Ultimately, you have a chance to significantly "reduce" the counterforce in you.
(btw, i believe this is a big part of your mental condition).

Two things can be really helpful:
get together, physically, with someone (a human being that is). This is usually a big help when facing deep fear.
best would be an experienced (in that field) human being.
Being all by yourself can make it much harder.

get out into nature, you'll be surprised how helpful that can be. go for a walk, try to stay present, that also makes it much easier!

I hope that helps.
It was at least what helped me in such situations...

P.S.:I don't think there are negatives interfering.
You worked on connecting with higher energy, you connected, now you realize "huh, that's a bit much"
The only interference i could think of would be, making you run away from the situation instead of facing your fear, which would keep you unhealed...