03-30-2018, 04:56 AM
(This post was last modified: 03-30-2018, 05:31 AM by AnthroHeart.)
I woke up at 3:45am or so, and the energy was still flowing in. So I had to work on closing down the upper chakras and take my meds.
I don't feel disoriented, but I had this dream I was underwater and the water was rising at like 20 feet per second and I had to make it to the surface.
So I'm focused now on closing it off. It's evidently rising fast. Too much of a good thing. It was good to feel God's warmth for a bit.
But I'm glad for that dream. It was really dark at the bottom of the water and ominous feeling. Very creepy.
I feel good now, but best turn it off before it gets bad. It was just filling me with Love/Light without me able to integrate it. So it builds some positive pressure.
I'm cool though. Interesting sensations. Thing was though I didn't want this so bad, but just a little. I liked feeling God, but this is getting much.
I still feel mentally grounded, but physically I feel some pressure within me. It's tight. Maybe release some of this Love/Light is what I'll do as well.
Thank you for your input. Yes, I feel fine now, but it's like I received a warning, but I'm not in freak-out mode. I'm staying cool this time.
Case in point, don't go to sleep with energy streaming in nonstop. Something I had to learn. Love ya.
I'm past anthros. This God was much better feeling. But it's like I wanted a little and I got much.
The I-Ching did say this would be an obstruction, which would lead to an after completion.
I almost lost touch with my upper chakras.
I love though that I get little fears at points in my body. I process and integrate them. And let them be ok. At those points I am sending out into creation the love light excess. Those points get "scared" it feels like because of so much Love/Light coming in. I'm not scared, but I feel the body at points is. But it comes and goes. After a few moments they settle down and I continue my working.
My crown was open full for the last few hours. Just need to learn to control the flow. I can still walk with God. Just in moderation.
Any ideas on where I could send my excess love/light?
And wouldn't God know when to stop sending his love/light to someone? Could it be negative being again that faked being God and is trying to drown me? Not to have fear-based thought. But more curious. My intentions were right to my knowledge. I did put some of the energy into my book. So I hope that was a good intent.
Maybe I'm analyzing it too much. Now the energy feels just a little uncomfortable. Evidently I kept absorbing. From what I remember we're supposed to shine, send rather than keep it to ourselves. So I'll send this immense amount of energy out into creation.
Now, can love/light induce any fears at all? Can it over-saturate your body? The energy doesn't feel super loving, but just a little love in there. I need to find a group.
But maybe since we're all God, I actually connected with another being that reflected my own vibration. Rather than God itself. I don't know. I tested the God in the Christ consciousness challenge, and it passed. So it wasn't a dark entity. I don't feel fear myself in my mind.
I don't feel disoriented, but I had this dream I was underwater and the water was rising at like 20 feet per second and I had to make it to the surface.
So I'm focused now on closing it off. It's evidently rising fast. Too much of a good thing. It was good to feel God's warmth for a bit.
But I'm glad for that dream. It was really dark at the bottom of the water and ominous feeling. Very creepy.
I feel good now, but best turn it off before it gets bad. It was just filling me with Love/Light without me able to integrate it. So it builds some positive pressure.
I'm cool though. Interesting sensations. Thing was though I didn't want this so bad, but just a little. I liked feeling God, but this is getting much.
I still feel mentally grounded, but physically I feel some pressure within me. It's tight. Maybe release some of this Love/Light is what I'll do as well.
Thank you for your input. Yes, I feel fine now, but it's like I received a warning, but I'm not in freak-out mode. I'm staying cool this time.
Case in point, don't go to sleep with energy streaming in nonstop. Something I had to learn. Love ya.
I'm past anthros. This God was much better feeling. But it's like I wanted a little and I got much.
The I-Ching did say this would be an obstruction, which would lead to an after completion.
I almost lost touch with my upper chakras.
I love though that I get little fears at points in my body. I process and integrate them. And let them be ok. At those points I am sending out into creation the love light excess. Those points get "scared" it feels like because of so much Love/Light coming in. I'm not scared, but I feel the body at points is. But it comes and goes. After a few moments they settle down and I continue my working.
My crown was open full for the last few hours. Just need to learn to control the flow. I can still walk with God. Just in moderation.
Any ideas on where I could send my excess love/light?
And wouldn't God know when to stop sending his love/light to someone? Could it be negative being again that faked being God and is trying to drown me? Not to have fear-based thought. But more curious. My intentions were right to my knowledge. I did put some of the energy into my book. So I hope that was a good intent.
Maybe I'm analyzing it too much. Now the energy feels just a little uncomfortable. Evidently I kept absorbing. From what I remember we're supposed to shine, send rather than keep it to ourselves. So I'll send this immense amount of energy out into creation.
Now, can love/light induce any fears at all? Can it over-saturate your body? The energy doesn't feel super loving, but just a little love in there. I need to find a group.
But maybe since we're all God, I actually connected with another being that reflected my own vibration. Rather than God itself. I don't know. I tested the God in the Christ consciousness challenge, and it passed. So it wasn't a dark entity. I don't feel fear myself in my mind.