Can negative beings fake love?

[AnthroHeart]

I'm going to stop trying to help spiritual beings. Positive beings don't need my help, and negatives trick me into helping them grow their own power or other things.
Even my own "social memory complex" I'm from could've been negative and I wandered from them. I don't know. I can't even trust my social memory complex of home.

I certainly can't trust Ra. I stay as far away from them as I can. When I try to work with them, always I get a negative being that makes my life terrible, though on the surface it sounds good.
My lessons have been most cruel.

Avoiding altogether the type of spiritual work that I interpret you as having tried would be, in my opinion, very wise. Simply because according to what I've read you post, you're working essentially alone. You're not with a group, like Carla, Don, and Jim were, and therefore don't have the type of defenses which were available to them as well as the mutual aid and support they gave each other. Not to say I myself have been particularly wise in this regard, myself. I've been in places similar to what you're describing, with events and situations similar to what you say just happened, including the event of a sort of lover or friend turning out to be negative. I'm still in a rather dangerous place, in fact, to say the least. I wish you well, and regret that I can't do more.

Yeah, I'm just working on keeping myself balanced.

No, you did enough. Thank you for reminding me I'm working alone. Yes, I don't have the help of others.
It's definitely a weakness when trying to work with other groups.
I'm working on keeping my words positive and not fear-based. I had to edit another post because it had some fear-based information.

I'm just trying now to feel love for others who are difficult.