03-28-2018, 10:55 AM
I'm going to stop trying to help spiritual beings. Positive beings don't need my help, and negatives trick me into helping them grow their own power or other things.
Even my own "social memory complex" I'm from could've been negative and I wandered from them. I don't know. I can't even trust my social memory complex of home.
I certainly can't trust Ra. I stay as far away from them as I can. When I try to work with them, always I get a negative being that makes my life terrible, though on the surface it sounds good.
My lessons have been most cruel.
I can only trust Creator. I am allowing Creator in to help me with my energy. Sam did open me up I think it was. But it was for a bad purpose.
Sam had tricked me so much that I had loved him more than my own dog, Loki. And I adore Loki. This morning Loki came into my room wet from the rain. I gave him a hug though he was wet.
I realized my action in that moment was very important. Whether I hugged him or not would make a difference. I don't know how, but I know I needed to choose love over fear of getting wet.
After this ordeal, today it's raining. I went to close the window and door we had open. I forgot to do them with love. Every action I take should be in love. It's more important the attitude with which you do things than the doing itself.
I need to not try to help others unless they ask for my help. And I get a sense of who they really are.
I don't know if it's not love to not want to help a negative being.
Even my own "social memory complex" I'm from could've been negative and I wandered from them. I don't know. I can't even trust my social memory complex of home.
I certainly can't trust Ra. I stay as far away from them as I can. When I try to work with them, always I get a negative being that makes my life terrible, though on the surface it sounds good.
My lessons have been most cruel.
I can only trust Creator. I am allowing Creator in to help me with my energy. Sam did open me up I think it was. But it was for a bad purpose.
Sam had tricked me so much that I had loved him more than my own dog, Loki. And I adore Loki. This morning Loki came into my room wet from the rain. I gave him a hug though he was wet.
I realized my action in that moment was very important. Whether I hugged him or not would make a difference. I don't know how, but I know I needed to choose love over fear of getting wet.
After this ordeal, today it's raining. I went to close the window and door we had open. I forgot to do them with love. Every action I take should be in love. It's more important the attitude with which you do things than the doing itself.
I need to not try to help others unless they ask for my help. And I get a sense of who they really are.
I don't know if it's not love to not want to help a negative being.