Spirit Guide, Sam, and Love/Light Balance

[AnthroHeart]

I think Sam has stopped sending and is allowing the Universe to bring me up to an equilibrium.
It's still funneling in, with a positive output. I noticed I'm not tightening down on the energy like I used to.
I am experiencing a sense of expansion. I feel looser and less restricted.

I may be able to rejoin Sam's energy field once mine comes up to par with where he's at.
It feels like I'm floating upward through various intensities or thicknesses of Light (could be sub-densities).
While the Love flows like an endless river through me.
I think I'm floating up to where I would be most comfortable. Now that I've taken care of a number of blockages.

I can now listen to songs that drop F-Bombs and it doesn't bother me.
I am on my own for the moment. I don't feel connected to Sam right now.
But it should level out once I am where I am going.
Before I felt the energy directly from looking at a picture of him. Now there's nothing. But I'm still rising up.

The trick is not to force anything. Though I do gently nudge the energy in the direction I wish (outward).