STS Individual Taking Advantage of STO Individual

[Sacred Fool]

Theres absolutely no hope of me leaving this situation at this point and i knew this already. 

From the perspective of doing spiritual work, alternative to playing to your weakness (wisdom), you could play to your strength (acceptance).  In my view, while the physical and emotional outcomes will be unfortunate, the spiritual outcome could be quite positive if, in your deepest self, you could clearly view your partner's selfishness, your own selfishness, emotional degradation, your mental torture and the likely physical harm--along with the positive aspects of your bonding--and, in your heart of hearts, bless it, accept it and hold it in love, your transition into the afterlife may feel empowering and affirming.

On the other hand, this will be quite challenging due to the voices inside you telling you that the situation is wrong (when you're not medicating them to be still).  I can fully relate to such a condition: that of indicators telling me to change course while other parts of me are steadfastly determined not to change.  Simply put, it's crazy-making.

Lastly, the deepest thing I have gained from a very cursory interest in astrology is the confirmation that things do actually change, even when it feels like they never will.  This, too, will pass.  If you survive it on this planet or elsewhere, you will eventually move from this to other patterns of energy exchange and expenditure.