STS Individual Taking Advantage of STO Individual

[Xatu]

What do you see as the spiritual challenges/lessons in play here?

I feel like im their guide or something and they are soooooo far from the Source that they literally need someone to hold their hand 100% of the time.

They are supposed to be learning to love someone and actually follow through with it.

I'm supposed to learn utmost patience with these abusive sadistic actions that do nothing but fill me with dark energy, and constantly heal myself of it. While still attempting to heal them along the way.

I've done literally nothing but good things for them expecting nothing in return, but what i do get in return is hatred.