Hey all, thank you for the responses! I mean really, you guys are incredible! Thank you so much.
I wrote this post yesterday, then walked my dogs and did a meditation. I remembered that I bought a specially charged candle 2 years ago. It was charged for the specific purpose of contact with one’s guides. So I stared my usual meditation, I called for guidance from my guides and higher self, recited the invocation, the. lit the candle and some incense and just cleared my mind and rested in the silence. During that silence, I realized I was in need of a more “clear” message and then the tarot came into my mind. I continued to meditate for about half an hour, then I did the tarot reading and I got a very interesting spread!
As I was shuffling, The Lovers fell out. The way I do my tarot readings is by three cards that shows me the direction of what I am asking: what is my purpose in life? Why am I here? What am I to do?
I drew three cards: the Knight of Wands, the Sun, and the Hermit. So the spread should be read as: The Lovers; Knight of Wands; The Sun; The Hermit. I am using the Rider-Waite deck. (I have discontinued the use of the Thoth tarot, for reasons I’ve explained elsewhere.)
The Lovers is presenting me with a choice. (As I read a description for the meaning, one of the phrases was a “blessing in disguise”. So I think you’re right xise!). The Knight of Wands is meant to indicate myself. (I also notice that this is a card I frequently draw as representing myself.) This card fits quite well.
Then we have the Sun, and then the destination: the Hermit.
I felt a whole lot lighter after this meditation / guidance session. I realized that nothing can stop me, but myself, from walking my spiritual path to liberation and attainment. I realized that I have a very good reason for being alive on this planet, and that joining an Initiatory Order may not be on that path for this incarnation. I also remembered that I am a wanderer.
I wrote this post yesterday, then walked my dogs and did a meditation. I remembered that I bought a specially charged candle 2 years ago. It was charged for the specific purpose of contact with one’s guides. So I stared my usual meditation, I called for guidance from my guides and higher self, recited the invocation, the. lit the candle and some incense and just cleared my mind and rested in the silence. During that silence, I realized I was in need of a more “clear” message and then the tarot came into my mind. I continued to meditate for about half an hour, then I did the tarot reading and I got a very interesting spread!
As I was shuffling, The Lovers fell out. The way I do my tarot readings is by three cards that shows me the direction of what I am asking: what is my purpose in life? Why am I here? What am I to do?
I drew three cards: the Knight of Wands, the Sun, and the Hermit. So the spread should be read as: The Lovers; Knight of Wands; The Sun; The Hermit. I am using the Rider-Waite deck. (I have discontinued the use of the Thoth tarot, for reasons I’ve explained elsewhere.)
The Lovers is presenting me with a choice. (As I read a description for the meaning, one of the phrases was a “blessing in disguise”. So I think you’re right xise!). The Knight of Wands is meant to indicate myself. (I also notice that this is a card I frequently draw as representing myself.) This card fits quite well.
Then we have the Sun, and then the destination: the Hermit.
I felt a whole lot lighter after this meditation / guidance session. I realized that nothing can stop me, but myself, from walking my spiritual path to liberation and attainment. I realized that I have a very good reason for being alive on this planet, and that joining an Initiatory Order may not be on that path for this incarnation. I also remembered that I am a wanderer.
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