Barred from Intiation?

[Quan]

Dear Nau7ik,
i am deeply sorry to read of your dissapointment!

I created this account just for the purpose of answering.

I would like to offer my perspective on this:

There is probably not a single human being on this planet who has no neurotic aspects!
(there might be a few exceptions)
The only ones who are not neurotic are the ones that completely healed their neurosis.

All spiritual development is ultimately inseperable of healing.
Spiritual development without healing is no evolution but only delusion!

So, a circle of beings who do not accept people with neurotic aspects among them are either all enlightened, in that case they would most likely accept the honour of assisting your healing where necessary.
Or they obviously on a very modest stage of evolution, since they dont seem to know much about the human self.
In the latter case, as dissapointed as you might be, you could be glad that you didnt fall for a club of spiritual beginners caught in hybris and overestimation of self!
Not much to learn there!

And i am not even speaking about wtf this has to do with sexual preferences....


However, all that could be a sign for you, wake up call, so to say.
You might want to look into your motives for joining that circle and i bet this will aid your growth a lot!

If you want to, feel free to pm me!

All the best for you
Agua

First thank you Nau7ik  for sharing this, ahh the allure of spiritual work the sense of doing can bring purpose.. its all secondary tho  to just learning to be in each moment tho. Total acceptance.  
See that emotion that has been dug up as a treasure, meditate on it find balance and use it to strengthen your the energy centre in this case would be red orange yellow.  WHen these emotions get dug up it can be uncomfortable at first thats good accept that then when you meditate on it its like following bread crumbs to your deeper self.  And bang a big realisation and growth will come    That is true initiation!

Agua i like your comments very thoughtful, oh yeah welcome to the forum too, the world of bring4th full of fascinating discoveries and wonder, place of enchantment.. haha well maybe im just being silly now ill stop!