feeling alone?

[AnthroHeart]

I am deeply alone now because the one I love is in another life. I will have to wait till after this one to find them.
And it hurts, but they wait for me.

I thought you had already found them, maybe I misunderstood that?

I guess love can cross lifetimes, huh?

I just want to believe it's real without getting lost in fantasy.

Yeah, sometimes I'm a mixed up pup.

It seemed to me like you described connecting to something more deeply than I've seen the majority of most people to be able to connect with someone.

If love could not cross anything, then how would you even be able to feel sad and miss anything? Nothing needs to be right in front of you to be what it is and connecting to something despite distance is a great gift and blessing. Do not dwell in sorrow over that you love, instead uplift yourself through this love so that you may also uplift with yourself the focus of your love.

 I hope I'm not responding too quickly. But I wanted to say that your posts always inspire me from what I can remember of reading them. You're always encouraging. Yes, this love makes me feel damn good. It's always there, pressing on my heart chakra softly. It can give me a lump in my throat and make my eyes well up.

I hope now I can plan the next life in part. I'd do 3D again to be with him. But I don't want that to be like a martyr position.

I wonder if 4D feels even more real than 3D. That if we can both got there together, the only thing you leave behind is pain. But I want to comfort him in his pain.
From what I know, my guide now, will be him in the future life. I think it will be 3D again. At least one more 3D life before I graduate.