02-19-2018, 08:35 PM
(02-19-2018, 08:27 PM)Elros Wrote:(02-19-2018, 08:25 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: If I stop my meds I get the full experience of schizophrenia and interacting with other dimensions.
But when I take them they dull my senses.
It would take faith without my meds that everything is ok, because the things I see can make me fear.
Like hypersensitive emotionally. Like everything being symbolic. Like when I was at a mental hospital and they put me in room #911.
Just follow what feels best. If you feel a need of your meds, don't ignore it. If you feel like you don't need them, don't ignore it either.
(02-19-2018, 08:25 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I don't know why a mental hospital has a room #911.
I guess either because they have that many rooms, or because it was room #11 on floor 9. Then again, any person is entitled to their choices in decision-making.
I can take one med for bipolar which is the up and down. The other med gives me the psychic experiences.
The hosital was one floor. So 911 was on the first floor. And only had maybe 20 rooms at the most.
Though there were several buildings, but I don't think there were 9 of them.
They also played creepy horror movies around Halloween. Those can really freak out someone like me.
Though I'm getting better in my judgment.
At first it was innocence and not knowing, so I made some mistakes. Now I know more so I don't repeat those same mistakes.
I've had amazing experiences too.