02-16-2018, 10:47 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-16-2018, 01:52 PM by Surfboard.
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I've noticed when i talk to others I judge my thoughts. I don't feel as I speak rather I think as I speak. It's more like a chore making connections with people even though I yearn to, yet when I see someone needs help the thought won't even cross my mind. It's as if I feel the need to control what people are thinking of me and as I speak i'm simultaneously thinking of things to say that go with a certain feeling and am often left speechless.