Service vs Disservice

[Minyatur]

I don't think how you feel is invalid or anything. I think it too needs to be accepted and is not something to be overcome, but you just seem to want others embark on a hunt for inner-broken-child people with you to prevent one particular experience admist many many other experiences.

I made the parralel with animals because most of what you wrote could be literally used to speak of that subject. If I wanted to alleviate a suffering for something younger, weaker, smaller and more innocent than me then it'd about them because the immensity of pain and trauma there is I'm sure completely off the chart compared to human children abuse. Not that I think it makes it unimportant, not at all, but it seems more logical to me to focus there if I want to focus on this sort of thing and I feel unable to not make the parralel to myself. Not that I'd want to get rid of all meat eaters because they choose to partake in abuse, but more that I'd feel great to see this fate let go off and moved away from and I think humanity wil get there with time.