02-04-2018, 03:02 PM
Aw, I'd ask what's wrong but I imagine that'd just upset you.
As for fake love, please refer to the closest mirror, you seem to believe to know what love is, and believe this place is devoid of genuine love.
While I don't doubt some here, myself included, suck at providing love... I think I can assure you, that when I do try, its not superficial, just a struggle. I've had people here actually offer me a place to stay when I thought I was going to be homeless again. You haven't seen the PM's between members.
Your judgment is hardly impartial, but it is acceptable and considering the lack of moderation, something I've actually yelled at the mod team about, I think you can wonder in your absence here why fake unloving fucks like us would let you s*** talk us right to our face, and all we do is just smile and shrug.
We're such monsters for letting you hate us.
Actually let me be totally candid.
I concur with you, B4 is sometimes, a place reminiscent of an echo chamber or circle jerk. Our main interest of focus isn't even 3D but everything around it, we'd rather argue morality and personal worth than discuss how to come to acceptance of 3D life. Whether one is positive or negative because of what they eat or say or do.
We're a cult dude, a discombobulared harmless cult, but we have our belief system which orbits the Ra Material, we have our meetings which channel through bodily possession 'alien' beings whom talk ever windingly and inconsistently about the nature of reality.
What did you expect to find here? Oh wait, I know! Better decent people who aren't whiny useless argumentative agenda pushing hypocritical inconsistent with the guidelines self absorbed jerks who give more of a crap than the average person?
What is there to be said? We don't fit your expectations? Well, we're sorry, and hope you can move on in time from our special specific insanity.
I'm personally sorry, tRistAn, that your experiences here were devoid of what felt to you to be genuine love. I don't care if you're positive or negative, I just want you to be happy. That's my prerogative, I'm a bad person, my love is of a very shitty quality, I'm no better than you've described. Still, what should I do? Give up? Kill myself? Stfu?
I don't want to. What can I do for you that'll help change your view of the people here?
Ah, you probably won't respond. Just be careful that your judgments of our lonely futures isn't foreshadowing your own.
Have a good life man, be careful out there please. Tempus Fugit my man.
As for fake love, please refer to the closest mirror, you seem to believe to know what love is, and believe this place is devoid of genuine love.
While I don't doubt some here, myself included, suck at providing love... I think I can assure you, that when I do try, its not superficial, just a struggle. I've had people here actually offer me a place to stay when I thought I was going to be homeless again. You haven't seen the PM's between members.
Your judgment is hardly impartial, but it is acceptable and considering the lack of moderation, something I've actually yelled at the mod team about, I think you can wonder in your absence here why fake unloving fucks like us would let you s*** talk us right to our face, and all we do is just smile and shrug.
We're such monsters for letting you hate us.
Actually let me be totally candid.
I concur with you, B4 is sometimes, a place reminiscent of an echo chamber or circle jerk. Our main interest of focus isn't even 3D but everything around it, we'd rather argue morality and personal worth than discuss how to come to acceptance of 3D life. Whether one is positive or negative because of what they eat or say or do.
We're a cult dude, a discombobulared harmless cult, but we have our belief system which orbits the Ra Material, we have our meetings which channel through bodily possession 'alien' beings whom talk ever windingly and inconsistently about the nature of reality.
What did you expect to find here? Oh wait, I know! Better decent people who aren't whiny useless argumentative agenda pushing hypocritical inconsistent with the guidelines self absorbed jerks who give more of a crap than the average person?
What is there to be said? We don't fit your expectations? Well, we're sorry, and hope you can move on in time from our special specific insanity.
I'm personally sorry, tRistAn, that your experiences here were devoid of what felt to you to be genuine love. I don't care if you're positive or negative, I just want you to be happy. That's my prerogative, I'm a bad person, my love is of a very shitty quality, I'm no better than you've described. Still, what should I do? Give up? Kill myself? Stfu?
I don't want to. What can I do for you that'll help change your view of the people here?
Ah, you probably won't respond. Just be careful that your judgments of our lonely futures isn't foreshadowing your own.
Have a good life man, be careful out there please. Tempus Fugit my man.