The original thought. The idea that led to all potentials.

[Minyatur]

It reads like a kundalini psychosis experience.  I don't use psychosis in a bad way either but as a means of saying an alteted state of consciousness.

Hard to not notice the strong energy contained in the post and how it acts as a gateway toward what he was opening to.

Now assuming this is true, you've offered some very enlightening information, it is however hard to access, for me it was anyways, and I fear it will be for you too as this altered state of consciousness passes.  Right now in your present state all that you've written down probably appears more rational than might seem possible, more intelligent than is possible.
Eventually you'll look back at this and not see it the way you do now, so I merely suggest, for me, and future you, and interested others, to take this post and manage it into a more accessible read.

And all that really requires here is a few paragraph breaks and possibly a header or two with a few parts moved about for organization. I also recommend a post or amending it to the OP as an edit, but leave the OP untouched so we see it's raw form next to a refined form.

I personally think the less edit the better. I also found it hard to read but I think that's our "comfort-zone" limit to absorb and distill the energy. It's crazy how many times my mind wandered off within itself after a few lines for some time and in that time I'd think beforehand some of the things that were to come later in his text while being ideas I had not contemplated before. It's long and dense because that is what it speaks of I think, and to come to something may take a time and walking with his thoughts to get to see where he was seeing may be the only way. I think everyone has potential to block on different aspects of it whether the form or the ideas and what it takes to actually connect to it in the manner you did is openness to the object of it. Dimming the light of it would indeed allow more people to connect to aspects of what it conveyed, but to truly touch the energy of it then it somewhat needs to be left in the energy that expressed itself.

I'd nominate this for this forum's best post if there ever comes a thread that asks that.